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dont know what to put as the title actually...so letak aje lah.
hm.
so now i've started my new semester...with a whole tiring week.duh.
when i look at my time table..huhu,rase cm xbest aje.
class x full n not as berat as dulu..but bcoz it is for the preparation for pro exam 1...so die x full.sem ni xde dah blaja cns,cvs,etc mcm dulu.but mostly on ethics..huhu..mcm bosan aje.

sabtu n ahad b4 sem 4 ni mule(17 n 18th jan)..ade karnival perpaduan k17..this karnival..huhu..ni sbnrnye karnival mengejut.and not done by MTM okeh..that TNC yg suro buat.tetibe aje.president known this on friday,and those yg kena execute nye hari esoknye.the real purposes of this so-called karnival perpaduan was to mcm berkempen for the hari mengundi mpp on the 19th jan.and of course untuk suro students kenal bkl mpp,aspirasi part so then they will ngundi diorg.MTM xde langsung kena mengena ngan benda2 ni..and most of the MTM sendri xtau pasal benda ni..tau2 je,naik notis.the one execute that carnival were calon2 mpp (aspirasi).we..as MTM..just tolong if they need help.if not,we just support them and let them be..doing whatever they do..

karnival tu name aje karnival perpaduan,tp lebih kepada karnival mkn2 bcoz lots of food for the students.merits were given so students akan turun,itu aje..i did tolong kak farah dalam aktiviti sukaneka.penat gak dr proses nk bli brg sampai la nk buat aktiviti tu.there was a story behind that activity..but what i can conclude is that everything went wrong at the 1st time we planned to go to kajang to buy those things.but then..it was a blast..and i was satisfied that everything went ok when the game has started..lega and bersyukur..but mlm tu..mmg i was very2 tired and i slept at 10pm that nite..sgt cepat.

the next day,most of the MTM went to bowling center in mines bcoz ade bowling tournament by sekretariat rekreasi.and ktorg just biarkan calon mpp uruskan aktiviti tu..this is another evident that we're not involve in that carnival.okeh.it was a very enjoyable morning playing bowling and cheering for vip's group..ahaha..i was cheering like dini-has-become-somebody-else...even seow said he wanted to send me to kajang becoz i was not acting like my usual act..hhaha.tp best dpt cheer for vip's group..go vip go!..bile di ingatkan balik..a'ah..mcm bukan dini yg jerit2 tu,haha.

hmm..i cant help the part yg byk aktiviti buat mase mdc students on holiday.if interkolej games, aku mmg xdpt nk halang..ask ros yg dah menang mpp if she can tukar this situation.tp if aktiviti yg under mtm..i did mention to them that my fellow friends x blk lagi.eg..mase sekretariat kebudayaan nk buat 17 idol..i byk kali mention to both the exco...mdc studnt x blk lagi..and alhamdulillah,diorg lmbtkan sikit aktiviti tu..kalo x ikutkan perancangan diorg nk buat awal bulan jan..but aktiviti lain,aku xdpt laa nk tolong,esp interkolej tu..

being one of the members of MTM...i mmg rase sedih bile kena kutuk by others,but mmg naturenye,kita akan dikutuk.being the only medical students for this batch of MTM..i mmg rase sedih bile others buat aktivity w/out thinking of medic students.kdg2 aku kena buli tau sorg2..maybe they were joking..but byk kali gak diorg ckp.."bdk mdk cmni lah"...when i mention to them i cant join them becoz of my full time table.both sides menekan me,the only one person..huhu.kdg2,the voice of one person xdi dengar pon. i do care when u kutuk n marah me secare terus atau tidak. but you know what,ape yg geng mtm said...org len xkan fhm dgn ape yg kite buat bcoz diorg tak nmpk..mmg betul.sgt betul.

being MTM doesnt makes me special.it makes me feels sucks at times.xpe..xlame lagi aku xjd dah...kot.korg kutuk org len pulak.being MTM doesnt means that aku terlepas dr kena denda rm 80 becoz x pulang kunci..but the money is not worthless becoz i stayed at college during the holiday.while kwn2 lain bergembira ria kt rumah,some has started studying for pro exam..i pulak kena balik kolej,doing n settling my work..mtm,albiruni..huhu..and felt bored when there was no one to talk to..being MTM has makes me jarang blk rumah.dulu slalu gak balik rumah,skrg jarang2..and now,even cny holiday pon aku x blk rumah.my mom hrtu said xpyhla blk rumah..korg tau x ape perasaan xdpt blk rumah..ye,mmg rumah i dekat,boleh balik anytime i want..i wish.korg tu baru brape hari blk kolej,dah blk rumah balik.me?xtau laa bile akan balik umah.rite now,kalo korg nk tau,aku tgh nangis tau tak.rindu kt rumah..pastu,pk yg teruk sgt aku ni..jdi mtm pon xdpt tolong korg.pastu asyik kena kutuk.kena tembak ngan korg lagi..sorg2 pulak tu.mtm len sume ade kosmet skali..at least ade yg phm..aku ni sorg2 aje.sape nk phm.org yg xnmpk mmg la senang nk kutuk2..kdg2 aku nk crite pon..xtau nk crite ngan sape.nnt org tu tak phm plak..

this whole week is a very tiring week.kelas mmg xde..tapi yg buat sgt penat is to finish the research proposal..huh..mcm xbest je..aku harap nnt mase data collection best sket..huhu...sem ni 1st time dlm hidup aku selama dok kt upm i,balik dr fakulti kol 2 pagi.rasenye dulu pon xde smpai kol 2 pagi. sem lepas,1st time balik dr library mase kol 8.sem 1..sem yg aku plg malas skali..

konflik,konflik and konflik!
i hate this!!!!

-dinino :crying is a part of me-