exam is over,but what will my result be?

tomorrow my PRO EXAM 2 result will be out...

tomorrow is the day...

what is my fate..
i really want to have my holiday after 6 month plus 1 month of classes,classes, and more classes...
i'm exhausted, actually..

but i'm not confident with myself..
i think i had done so many stupid mistakes during the exam..
forgetting the things i've learnt is one thing..
doing some unforgiveable mistakes is another..

i think my mcq and meq is not good.
one very2 stupid mistake is that..
i stupidly think the 'epigastric' region as not the epigastric region when i'm in fact, actually know where it is located.
and that is the most unforgiveable mistake that i've done.
i don't know what i've been thinking when i answered the question, and checking the answer...hhuhu..

for my clinical exam,
i think i'm bad, no, worst in my short cases. both of them.
i've been 'scolded' by the examiners, been 'attacked' by them, and lots of questions, which most of them were actually simple but i can't answered them!!
i'm mad of myself!
and shortly after i said bye bye to both my short cases examiners, the moment i entered the quarantine room, i cried and cried..i just wanna cry eventhough there was 2 of my classmates there..but what do i care...

after that i went to my long case examination.
at that moment, i don't think at all about my short cases..whatever happen, happens...whatever past is past.
i've gotten a respiratory case for my long case,
and i think i have do my best, eventhough there were some questions of symptoms and history that i've forgetten to asked.
as i was rushing for my physical examination,i think 1 hour is really not enough for me to do a complete medical physical examination on the patient.so what i actually did was :respiratory , cardivascular and abdominal system. thank god i actually done the cvs examination, because my long case examiners asked me about it...and i could confidently answered .."dual rhythm no mumur"...

after my Q & A period with my examiners, i walked out the door, i think calmly.
at least i'm quite satisfied with my long case. and at least both my examiners didn't stressed me out..by giving me such a nice smile.

anyway,
what past is past.
and tomorrow is the result day.
please pray me everyone...
thanks :)

salam sayang...dini.
lepasni i think i nak buat recap 2009..hehe..