adik oh adik, kenapa macam ni jadinya?

salam.
today, i went to a programme organized by my faculty.
it was supposed to be about 35++ students attending the programme, end up with only 12 ppl coming to the programme

and where the hell are those who could not make it?
some of them give the reason of, ' i don't have friend to accompany me'
hello, am i not good enough to be ur friend? yes, i might be ur senior, but i can be a friend with you, and u might not even noticed the gap of seniority there..
this is the time that you should make friends with us.
i personally thought that,
on saturday,
i'm going to meet my juniors,
and i'm going to make friends with them.
and i was thinking that,
juniors will outnumbered us, the seniors for today's event

and it all end up of only a small numbers of them showing up.

some of them,
gave the reason that 'i'm going home'

dear sisters n brothers,
a piece of advice,
if you cant fulfill the janji that u made,
pls, PLEASE dont ever made that promise.
because you'll be asked about that in Akhirat later.

dear sisters and brothers,
do you all know,
the reason of telephone being made?
and all those technologies these days?
and the social network eg facebook, twitter?
that is to made the communication easier
SO, if you ever thought of tidak pergi ke suatu majlis,
di mana anda telah memberi nama,
a promise,
YOU SHOULD INFORM US BEFOREHAND.
THAT, DOES NOT MEAN 30 MINUTES BEFORE BAS BERTOLAK
THAT, DOES NOT MEAN, AFTER 30 MINUTES OF PPL WAITING FOR YOU
if you do that,
i'd considered that as rude

RUDE MAN. NO OTHER WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT.

lagi2 bile tengok muke Dr berubah sgt tadi.

dont ever play with the fire, guys, because it will burnt you later.

a promise, is a promise.

you guys had made us furious.
you guys kan, should go and apologize to the lecturer.
because,
she already book for food of 40 ppl,
end up only 12 ppl showing up,
and of course, that booking cant be cancelled last minute.
GO, AND APOLOGIZE TO THAT LECTURER.


if you guys want to be rude with us, it's still ok.
but, if you ever want to be rude with the lecturer(s), that one, is UNFORGIVEABLE!!

adik oh adik,
kenapa macam ni jadinya?
we doesnt want to go and scold you,
because you guys are grown up.
u're university students!

words, can't describe how furious we were!

words, can't describe how rugi you were because terlepas bermain di tepi pantai!
it was fun and enjoyable to me, but you guys had missed that out.

i hope i do not hate u, but hate ur act

i'm sorry if i hurt u.
i'm sorry if i hate u. i hope i hate ur acts, not urself.
dont be so gedik infront of me. i dont really like it, considering i know who you are before this.
plz act like ur age. be mature.
and if u want to be gedik, plz dont be in front of me.
i'm so sorry...

i think u hv changed since then.
seriously, i was hurt then. when i considered it is a big event in ur life. and when i considered how closed we were that time.
i had this respect for you since i knew you. but that respect was somehow flown away since then. i'm so sorry.maybe i was jealous towards you, i do not know that.
anyway, i still pray that you'll have great days n moments in ur life. hoping that the changes that u've made, the steps u've taken, make you happy always.
and may the relationship built, stays forever.

i'm sorry friend. i love you.

instability? seizure? huh?

salam.

this happened yesterday when i was on my way from hkl to infront of GS....

sedang sy berjalan2 bersama haslina, sambil berborak2, tetibe....
sy jatuh!
and seriously speaking, jatuh yg bukan mcm biasa org jatuh. ntahla, xtau nk describe. even my friend was shocked to see me fall down like that.
it was like 2 consecutive falls, except i was not fully fallen down on the first one.
haslina wanted to help me when she saw me 'about to fall down' initially, but she thought (and i was thinking the same way too) that i could stabilize my self. it turn out that i fall down further while trying to stabilize my self...
i wanted to hold the pillars nest to me, but somehow i could not! and i just dont know why!!
and as the result,
i fall down in a funny way,
tear my newly bought shoes, and,
somehow my palm reddened.
i wish i could record how i fall down yesterday.

anyhow, luckily i did not fall down when i was in the middle of the road.alhamdulillah. and luckily, i think nobody else saw that incident..hehe :)

my friends make some comments..
that i might have instability...
having cerebellar symptom...
or having seizure attack! (while walking? seriously??)

all in all,
i was glad that i'm not injured.just a little bit shocked and wondering how n why i fall down at that time...
and that left me thinking...
maybe i need a full body/complete checkup of my health.

being a medical student doesnt mean that i'm on the top of health,
and being a daughter to a doctor, doenst mean i can't be sick!

YA ALLAH,
TERIMA KASIH KERANA KESIHATAN YG TELAH KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.
DAN KERANA MASA2 SAKIT YG KAU BERIKAN KEPADAKU.
KERANA AKU TAHU DAN YAKIN,
SEMUA YG TERJADI, ADA HIKMAH DISEBALIKNYA.
BAIK SIHAT MAHUPUN SAKIT..

CPC, Exam, Seminar

CPC sudah habis. end. lega. i've done my part. hope my collegues get something from it:)

end of posting exam OnG. good day. 4th of ramadhan. good time. good case. and i've passed my ong exam :) thanks Dr for not being so cynical n evil that day :) berkat bulan ramadhan :)


WELCOME TO SENIOR ORTHOPEDICS POSTING~
where we'll revise all the examination in the first week. having rehab posting for one week, and one week of examination. a total of 8 weeks.

seminar. spine injury. confusing. no mood at all to do it. *sigh*
have to submit it tomorrow and present in this upcoming tuesday.
ok nvm. at least after that i can rest peacefully and read about other topics.

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