i hope i do not hate u, but hate ur act

i'm sorry if i hurt u.
i'm sorry if i hate u. i hope i hate ur acts, not urself.
dont be so gedik infront of me. i dont really like it, considering i know who you are before this.
plz act like ur age. be mature.
and if u want to be gedik, plz dont be in front of me.
i'm so sorry...

i think u hv changed since then.
seriously, i was hurt then. when i considered it is a big event in ur life. and when i considered how closed we were that time.
i had this respect for you since i knew you. but that respect was somehow flown away since then. i'm so sorry.maybe i was jealous towards you, i do not know that.
anyway, i still pray that you'll have great days n moments in ur life. hoping that the changes that u've made, the steps u've taken, make you happy always.
and may the relationship built, stays forever.

i'm sorry friend. i love you.