one whole week of bad luck, one whole posting of ....(fill in the blank)

:(

i'm in my senior paediatric posting now and i'm having one whole week of torture and scolding :'(

fifth year is my final year (i hope so) and final year students are expected to know everything..

we've (my group) been scolded this whole one month and the worst and the climax was on Tuesday, when we had a class with our lecturer and was scolded and given some kind of brainwashing-slot and of course, discussion of our 2 cases. the class was supposed to be just one hour or at most 2 hours but we ended up with having class for 7 hours.

the class WAS a wakeup call for me, of course...(yelah after being scolded for straight 7 hours kalau tak sedar diri taktau lah kan)

the week started off with good thing. and then when the evening came, there come our suffering!
and then more bad luck come...from A to B to C.....
and i dont even have the time to do my write up!! arghhhhh!!!! so stressful lah!

and what more stressful is....i'm having my end of posting exam next week! and i'll be having my long case on monday and that's mean that i have to go through all my notes and whatever necessary on this weekend...

i'm a bit pissed off when my roommate and my housemates were saying that we look like as though as we're not stressful at all..HELL NO!!
tak nampak ke how busy we were, and how stressful we were??!!!

you were saying that you saw me still sleeping at 730 in the morning and that just mean that we're not as busy and stressful as you are??!!
and you saw me studying and sitting at my desk every single day and you still can say that??!!
what about the time that i can only come back from hospital at 7 pm but you already had your 2 hours evening sleep?? and that you say that we're not as busy as you ??

in contrast, i did not see you sitting and studying on your desk or wherever every single day like me, still can go out every single night, can still manage to smile and laugh everyday? and you still have time to talk just about anything but not medicine..and that what you're saying that you're busy and stressful?? just wait till you're in this posting. and then you know what we're going through.

i didn't even have time to talk to my best friend because i didnot have time to, and i have to hurry and eat instead of talking to my best friend to catch up about latest gossip!!!



I'M SO STRESSED UP RIGHT NOW!!

kena marah sikit-ok lagi
kena marah 7 jam berterusan- demotivating!

anyway, i hope i'm going to be fine this whole year. yes, i agree that i'm not in the mood of professional exam 3 yet, but i'll try to be my best for that. and i'll start now!

anyway, i think that's all for now.

YA ALLAH, KAU PERMUDAHKANLAH URUSAN HARIANKU.
KAU PERMUDAHKANLAH URUSAN PEPERIKSAANKU
YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU
AMPUNILAH DOSA2 KU.
BERILAH KEJAYAAN KEPADA KU DAN KAWAN2 KU.