salam.
i'm about to come to the end of my 2nd posting, senior OnG posting.
next week is my exam.
and after much kekeliruan and all, i've got my examiner name.
on one part, it is good for us to know the examiner's name beforehand, so we can prepare according to that examiner's style.
on the other part, it also creates anxiety and stressful environment, for those getting the examiners they dont prefer to get, and for those who get the examiners that are not malignant, or killer examiner, it creates such a calming sensation and a feeling like 'i've passed my exam." or, " i'll pass my exam. no worries. the examiner is nice so she/he wont failed me.' definetely 'i can go to the exam with a good mood..'
as for me, hmm...it creates anxiety. and now i'm so stressful.
so, next week will be my emotional week.
i'll be having my exam on thursday, when all my groupmates and housemates (i think those in paeds hv finished their exam by then, too) have finish their exam..can u see how stressful u are, when all others will be chitchatting infront while you'll be reading your notes alone on ur desk? and how thankful they are, and i bet, they will go outing by then.
GERAM.MARAH.BENGANG.SEDIH.TAKUT.
hmmmm...............
my oh my.
DEAR ALLAH, do bless me in everything i do. do help me when i'm in need.jagalah hambamu ini dalam jalan yg lurus dan nyata.
DEAR ALLAH,kuatkan hatiku.
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